Shit I Go Thru

At one point of my schizophrenia experience what I felt was they started bringing people out for me to know. When I walked to the 7-eleven there would be men standing and talking. Wherever I went I saw people out of the ordinary. Once while chilling by the trails having a Red Bull tropical and a Wunderbar. A white man with two dogs came and went right beside me. My voices said if the black dog bites me I can’t be game. At that time the voices called me “Gokul pimp game”’ Gokul is my dads name. The white man went by me and then returned back and the black dog sniffed on me twice a little bit and left. Then I went to the Tim Hortans and a black chick who worked at the supermarket near by came sat on the table beside me. How I got two girls down to ask me out is by not noticing them. But I was forced to notice the black girl and she got up smiled at me and left. My voices said we killed one of your game and nothing happened except I have to notice everyone at the moment.