life

Ay ay ay ay ay ay ay ay don’t know how your gonna cathc up now I’m spittin bars like yo grandmas drawers dawg you ain’t gotta chance I’mma kick yo class man you ain’t know how hard it is bein the oldest always gettin blamed or hit for something Man it’s killin me you can’t Be willing to sacrifice for bein the oldest it’s not all it’s cracked up to be you should know this I got friends who wish they were the oldest but to be honest everyone thinks your the coldest to yo siblings your fine but when they u get angry you tell yourself how bad you r as a brother u think your a failure and a mistake You can’t imagine the pressure it comes with I don’t know how I survive every day with school and life becomes to much pressure for me I don’t think I have much time left growing up to fast don’t know how to slow down but every day it gets harder and the thing is I don’t know how to open up to people it’s like I built this emotional wall between me and the world I know that sounds crazy and i know that I’m lazy but I still think life is worth living don’t think that’s true well think about it please and you will find that there is some hope