just something

his mum was tryna look for romance, but there was no chance, livin on the edge we was grabbing drugs with both hands when we finally crashed, and realised you actually passed, when asked whats next i had no plans , ive just , been put in cuffs, ascorted to the bak of the van, like witnessin my mum die that aint enuf, guna fuck with my life just because, a dad always legless drunk, hitting his son with a reckless punch, that's when the caring inside of this kid was officially done i just dont get how you can beat up somebody's mum , like its nothing, i said when i see him it's curtains in other words im more than hurting him , she had to suffer in silence, struggle with the domestic violence living in a house that aint no safe environment so her kids went in to foster care, told em it wouldnt be long that they was there as she kissed em, i guess we got lost in the fuckin care system , 2023 yt spreading like a virus fuck with me get thrown to the tigers , n i wont ever stop this. i really hope my own dad will watch this, nearly 30 years old n i still remember the first time i got hit jus cuh his dealer said cash n not tick, i cant forget i refuse to forgive , its your fault the life ive lived. saying goodbye to a mum sis, while your no where to be found with not a fuck to give, i use rap as my shiv nobody had my back as a kid, i always attacked with my fist , took my anger out on the wrong people, jus cuh u weren't there that took the piss