give it to GOD

where do I start/my own people ghosted me when I came home I guess they had a change of heart/nobody with me now was here from the start/guess love comes and goes fast when you dont play your part/beefin with my own family/no body to turn to in this insanity/GOD please keep my people safe thru this calamity/do for love not money thats being a man to me/blood turns on blood once the glue dies/falling apart but use to look out for each other like mobb ties/if you can see the pain in my eyes/just try to imagine what going on in my mind/tho scarred/it still works hard/tho my minds jarred/you never see my thoughts on the floor board/and I hate that we need money to get by in this society/the president cares bout his people that's a lie to me///everyday drama in my life lord make it stop/coming home every night tired just to fight all night got me feeling like ima pop/got problems with my own people now I'm confused as to who's the opps/waiting on my problems to cease got me mean mugging the clock/so ima just give it to GOD///laying in bed at night I can't sleep/got all this drama on my mind fucking with me/this ain't how life supposed to be/but you learn to adapt and succeed/no matter what you do don't succumb to greed/that demon is mean/on top of all that everything seems so unsure/definitely need some certainty in my life that for sure/miss me with all that fishing for bate shit dawg fuck your lure/tired of people digging for dirt that ain't there/not even gonna cry about life's not fair/bc life ain't gotta be now let the smoke go in the air/and just release your problems GOD'S there/and he knows your soul///everyday drama in my life lord make it stop/coming home every night tired just to fight all night got me feeling like ima pop/got problems with my own people now I'm confused as to who's the opps/waiting on my problems to cease got me mean mugging the clock/so ima just give it to GOD///