I'm tryin

I'm trying I don't know how to get through this you died and I'm about to lose it tried crying but it didn't do shit times flying I want nothing to do with it I'm trying I don't know how to get through this you died and I'm about to lose it tried crying but it didn't do shit times flying I want nothing to do with it I'm trying I don't know how to get through this you died and I'm about to lose it tried crying but it didn't do shit times flying I want nothing to do with it you died and I'm about to lose it God why did you have to choose them some lives are taken way too soon ya no lie got me so confused now why do I get to stay and you don't my life ain't the same with you gone I try but I can't seem to move on sometimes I just need to be alone you passed way too soon it's killing me I'm afraid I'll be forever feeling grief take back saying things I didn't mean I pray that when I go you'll be greeting me they say everything happens for a reason there's no way that makes it any easier the holidays seem to make it even worse the pain stays and i cant seem to stop the hurt I'm trying I don't know how to get through this you died and I'm about to lose it tried crying but it didn't do shit times flying I want nothing to do with it