Stuck

seem him over here seen it over there butterfly baloons pretty jewels everywhere he brings it all to me watch and stare as lustfull feelings reach my underwear seen over hear seen it seen it over there one two three four im tensing up my ear raising my hair its a far cry for help in this hell please please i need some help Even though i scream all my thoughts turn to fiend reality a dream please i just want to leave killing all my actions for little bitty things Ahh cant i just be Alone find a zone where i can distinguish right from wrong but this moster keeps singing ear is still ringing really dont want to go back and fall back in the pit where the light is lost where im constantly judje by the actionss ive done i know its here coming back why cant it just go and get lost lost in the pit where it belongs back in the pit where judgement is raw burn the skin of the devil make his cough he sick in this turth in this block he dont want to go naw naw he dont want to go nah nah how could i forgive if all my action lead to mud dirty pig clean of my sins fire of light burning in the air he go away for a sec then he come back like nothing ever happin never know if i pasing forword or backward i was once free i know it feels like everything tumbeled down domino so i feel it over here feel it over there time for the dark fog to fill up the air i still cant see straight need guidance in my path lord christ i dont want to miss you and be last in the kingdom i know im not pacing fast in this murky water im swimming bad up down left right where am i going need a anchor to hold on to my boat and still even though i might stand still ill be scared of the disaster thats revealled that all of these mistakes lead me but i got to first conker the monster that comes when i sleep when i breath i still belive have faith that there will be better days but for now chorus