freestyle sessions #1

Tried to explain the best way to live life since a young age Don’t want a job but with what I do I don’t play I just want to write my music let the words play So I can slow it down a little go my own pace But now they are all copying my chances are slim But if I copy I’ll just turn into one of him Try to be my own character I grab a pen But when It goes to the paper my words become grim They can’t handle what I’m fighting way down deep within Or maybe I just can’t write what I’m feeling paper thin Cuts the skin paper cuts thats why emotions write to vent Or am I just sensitive? Try again I’m a human I’m gonna struggle but it all starts within So if I tried to explain will they listen that depends If you feel it or if you don’t you can listen just know that when I’m deep into my own thought you shouldn’t judge because again I’m a human who blew it I tried to be fluent They tried to tell me how they thought I should do it but I didn’t so did I fail? Man It’s confusing They give me the standards but it’s all influenced By others so it’s not the truth that I’m going I did what they told me to do because I feel like I’m nuisance And if I just keep going I can keep on moving And be out of the way but this birds in the cage And I kinda feel like there’s nothing to replace Life been pumping me out on a conveyor chain