see her all the time

my hart torn apart years trying to make it work. she hits you where it hurts sometimes i wish i didn't have set and reminisce of them Days wait..all lies y must i keep lieing to myself my nightmares come tru u gone agine but this time for real cant see my kids any more I endured so much pain my brain gone insane i can't sleep i cant think i cant breathe!.. feels like im dieing y much i keep trying the love is gone gotta stay strong.. .. can't count how many times you've pulled the rug up from under me im thinking to myself love is blind . dont lost the flame you'll feel pain. maintain🎭 ay you got know these things they rull the world cold world they carry heaven inside u fine it when u fine love now u know ... people shooting for the starts make a wish i fly by like a shooting star dont think to long cuz im gone ...