a lil pain

damn i miss mom....but really need my Dad....but she was all i had...and now Im writing on this pad.. trying to stay strong... just the way she thought me..... keep the devil off me..he try to take my offspring... now every Sunday its the offering...send them praises up to god... thats why im so sharp..i can swim the sharks....in the middle of the dark....god said grain just have heart.... just have faith...do what it takes.. don't care about mistakes.. just try to reach the pearly gates..... that's were every wait...you can see they face... you can see they wings...then I woked up from a dream... realltiy... pieces still shattering...of my heart... blood still dripping but.... when it stops...it anit healed....its just sealed... so its hard for me to love... plus I'm a thug... all of thy above...