All I really need are these basic things -  finally had an amazing chick and all she needed was a basic ring..damn I fucked up I over complicate in my mind, Stand on the sideline, but watch out for the white line, youre offsides bro ya outta pocket, ya betta stop it. Ya fucking up again, ditch the medicine. Now here I am sitting alone again menacing coming up with a plan to finally kick the medicine There I go again fucking with my flow again. Need more life insurance, better call FLO  again. We're going in, I'm on my shit again, Dude wake tf up "SMACK SMACK" we're not doing this again. We can't take the hurt again I'm beggin like for bacon. The moneys in the work not in the baking. Don't get fooled or bamboozled this is all new to you. But really, should it all be new to you? Oops, too late, times up, too bad so sad, that you can't make your mind up.. with that, I advise, you better mind up before you wind up..(pause)..yeah you can't think of nothing your time is up. Knock knock, it's the devil saying yup you're not good enough. Come back home no phone home, this is where you live now. Theu say Kyle, Shall we stand and take a bow now? Ha! Says the devil, I just knocked you down a level. Don't mind my bevel Work smarter not harder. You weak minded mfer I'll see you 6ft under. They can't take anymore of your blunder. "ALARM ALARMyou're going under... But ok lets try this out, head on my shoulder we gonna cry it out. We gotta let them demons out. But, Kyle, why they live rent free?? because I let them, they are family to me 😈 Wait..so you're scared of what's new..pff whats new? Open your fucking eyes, what you've done in the past hasn't worked for you. Do you even work for you? Sing your sad song until your blue. Keep singing until you choke up, this time it's a permanent dream you haven't woke up. You dumb motherfucker, you're the one that broke up, With her... multiple times I've should've recited these lines but now I'm behind the line no one to wine and dine. Just wasting my time uh oh, shot clock...Bru pff..ure slime. Sends me to a place I don't want to be. A place I know very well, something  like the deep depths of a well, but sometimes I say oh well, just like in BLOW, Boston George said it  best, "fuck it. Yeah, fuck it.. that's the solution. That's the answer to all of your problems Just ignore, don't care, just say fuck it. Follow that advice and I promise you'll find yourself living on the side of the road in a cardboard box shitting in a bucket / throwing up in a bucket / man your fucking life is a bucket...man it's time to grow up and fucking kick that bucket. I believe in you, but do you believe in me? It's ok..we'll get there. Just do your best today and then again tomorrow because you dont know if god will promise a tomorrow. This is the hard truth but dont sweat it everything's gonna be fine something like the smooth lyrics of Charlie Puth as he decanters a sweet red wine. See what I did there? Went from negative to positive. So let's throw the last play away. We learned from that now we stay away. It's your life and you're playing keep away. Wtf you doing? SABATOGE!!! I was just beating you down (small pause) but you're up now so don't back down, look at them and the guy in the mirror, say "gtf back clown." This is the side that people don't see. As I swim in this sea of lonely, I'm in over my head always trying to look ahead But only to find Im always making my bed.  now its time to lie in your bed  youre all alone now, keep checking your phone nothings changed, clown. Sit there and wonder what happened like an idiot and how will you ever turn that frown upside down. Bruh, You frozen not enough room on the door let it go...pshh Jack never should've drowned. But that's a sad story, fast forward to a life with no worry. Everything's cheap cuz you're rich bitch, Stefan Marbury. This is me and you are you and I will remember when you talked down to me and told me to kick my bucket but then tried to get in my corner after I traded that bucket for a palace yeah I had my issues, my battles but you, your intentions were nothing short of malace. Ok now I get it get it I have a little confidence a little more self discipline,  never fucked with heroine, but that doesn't mean it cant be the death of me, RIP to my uncle Bob..the death of him was the death of me.. The life I live,  brings out the life in him. I dont ever feel alone, Im surrounded by love and kin... We have a living Angel in our family 🙏 lGod Bless Aunt Kim. With the good comes the bad, and with the bad come the evil, with that said I'm suited up helmet on Bike gassed..Evil Knievel. Aways remember as good as it gets can also can be as HOOD as it gets. Everydays a Rollercoaster and I have a season pass. I see "friends" by amass and I wonder if my dark day comes would they even come to my mass. I love when people doubt me because that's when I learn the most about me. My struggles my truth only I know and feel what I've been through and I don't have to explain shit to you. Used to feel I had to tell my story for the audience, but this isn't Maury. Sometimes it feels more like Whos line is Anyways, but I like to play whos turn is it anyway?.. To fuck up, "ouu me" and I have a fast pass Im sick of dropping the last pass because Im not even sure if this will be my last pass... Yeah Ill think Ill pass. Because if you dont, hey loser, at the end if the day it'll only be you, bet they wouldn't even come to view you.  fast-forward, we'll be right back as the new you 😉 I got too caught up with outside of the court. It started to affect my performance and that shit really hurt. But I can't dwell, in this case we will say fuck it... not to forget, but to build and someday get the basketball back in that bucket. I love people, but do people love me? I see people, but do people see me? They say, "Kyle, why do you care? I say, "Because I don't care about me" People that "care"l what others think" seem that way because they don't love thyself. So the next best thing is to go to the floor.."what's everyone else think?", because they don't love themselves enough to come up with an accurate self evaluation. It's sad.