I don't deserve this angel

she say she don't love me I hear it everyday. I cheated too many times to be saved. her glorious love is all I ever dreamed now I'm living thru these blinds waiting for her to leave ungrateful men who don't play there part, lost in my path don't play no part. I only got myself to blame everyday I feel the rage the energy flowing through my veins only got myself to blame I hear it everyday I cheated too many times will I ever be saved or will my unfortune take me away. I need this woman more than life itself I should've thought about that before I screwed myself. you were all I needed. now I'm all alone. wondering how my life flowed this direction . this music keeps my thoughts at bay. hit that joint until I feel okay. take her away lord. she deserves better than me. you gave me options and I fucksd thee. I don't deserve your angel no I don't deserve this angel