battling demons

I dont know if im coming or going , im just trying to find myself, another lost soul just trying to pave the way, righteous side of hell battleing demons ,so stay out my lane cuz i might lose my brain,stuck in purgatory trying to keep my faith in the most high ,Dear God i pray for your blessings and guide me , cuz the decisions i make aint always right , too much deception in the world today and sometimes i get misled not really knowing the outcome too stuck in my wicked ways , but im a good man trying to live the best i can,so will you plz lead the way,i don't want to stray away from your presence lord but im only a man and i seem to fall short of your glory everyday,