mixtape 01 I don’t play

I don’t play I don’t play I don’t play I don’t play Whatcha wanna know about me Whatcha wanna know about me bruhh Truth is I might be crazy as shit I can’t even trust myself with a gun I’m liable to pull any night I sit in this empty room and think about my life When am I gonna have to pay the price And see what the afterlife is like I don’t play I don’t play How many times do I gotta tell you boys I don’t play Guess y’all just wanna see me flex and do my dance But can’t you see that I’m done with that jam What are you gonna do When the boggie man comes for you My ass is gonna run But I got no where to hide But I’m not ready to die The truth is the shit inside my head Is not place you wanna be The things I see I try block em out But I can’t help but see the worst in people And because of that I wont be able to trust anyone I see through the lies I see through the hidden agendas So I will never have friends And I will never be loved I live a lonely life Or is that a lonely lie that I tell myself So do you really want to know me Or do you think you know what it’s like to be me Everyone that cared about me I pushed away