Down I go

God I sigh and cry and sometimes wanns die why is it that when I spit it I feel like committing It's real I'm not pretending, hope a miracle is sending, know that with you I'm always winning, I'm always grinning, fighting the sinning but its a trying time so I'm flying rhymes and untying inside, Forgive me Jesus, You live won't leave us but still the sadness increases, madness in diseases of our soul, help me grow, I'm yelling hello I just want to know where does the pain go I want to do right, but so much pain is insight and inside of me on my knees, why do I seem empty, Not one Good memory, Feels like it could take centuries I've made too many enemies, so God give me the energy, to stay in the battle to stay in the saddle, pray like a chapel I know I rattle on, but I'm going to ask you everyday, help me be GandalftheCray, help open doors in my way, saying mayday God get in my life today, and hope I may not stray if temptation comes my way, down I go falling slipping away God why did I do stupid things Don't want to cry but it stings, because I was a guy who was mean, I couldn't see more than me, I wouldn't be anything had I not fell to my knees and yell God please helps me do it right, keep heaven in sight, you don't want to see the right-hand of Christ coming like a theif in the night King of all kings, help me be who you need me to be, I won't stop I won't flee, Jesus died on mt Calvary a Genius came back on the three my heart in peices on the beat, love starts to deepen it's so sweet, but no one sees, I'm losing myself, feel theres nothing left, I need your help, Prayed and wept for days, Everything coming my way, sometimes I stray because life is tough I've had enough, I quit stalling, can't sit feel like I'm falling There is no one righteous, not even one; 11 there is no one who understands; there is no one who seeks God. 12 All have turned away, they have together become worthless; there is no one who does good, not even one.”[b] 13 “Their throats are open graves; their tongues practice deceit.”[c]