treated you the way you treated me

sittin here wondering whats next nothing wrong with having a little bit of regret ma kes me think about the time met it was a beautiful sunset you were looking good i couldn't help staring at your breasts only thoughts how they would bounce when we start fucking like newlyweds to our favorite song but now that all this time has passed i really wish i would of passed on your rudeness your an ignorant ass mentally fucking challenged do i even have to ask whats with the 8th grade drama all the bull shit disrespect and the immature kiddie games kinda lame im ashamed to say that its awesome how you play the pity poor me game i watch all hope quickly fade away intellectual conversation quick to escape i heard enough of your excuses sick of your controlling blame the perfection that you claim question everything frustration building always on cue to fight and argue whats that smell is that coming from you in all truth of the matter a being with you is a disaster so much for happiness a mutual understanding of the will to coexist all the whinning and complaining the constant need for problems that never would have been but since you insisted turn it all around anyways now that i understand who you are and what you're all about makes me sick to my stomach i wish we never met my life now a mess yeah its ok to have regrets pitiful is the way of life that you choose to reflect im running away now praying for a way to fix everything you fucking wrecked twisted up inside not sure if i want to live or die you played so many games now i gotta say goodbye wish ya the best of luck hope you find and get everything you want and need i pray that happiness comes your way and when its oh so perfect someone takes it all away making your life just as hard maybe even harder just so you can understand the emotional toll and that the heartache never goes away painfully demonstating karma will find you now its over im not ok mentally fucking strained isn't it nice how things can change when you least expect it itll happen again but not with me again thank god we come to the end