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as every thought rushed throughout my mind all possible outcomes diminishing loss of happiness mentally slipping away sanity gone astray constantly letting everyone down an eternity in hell thats where im bound how much longer will these memories haunt my existence painfully exquisite since salvation is not an option my soul long lost and forgotten my hairs turned to grey lifetime full of regrets no one left to carry out my last and final requests even in death there will be no rest words of infinite wisdom live each day as it was your last our life is precious and wont last forever ignorance and hate along with greed beware of evil and withing the light you will see everything happens for a reason make the best out of whats given keep your name out of the book of the forbidden its time for me to go righteously and wicked sick and demented torchours depression insanity twisted fucked up vissions so many voises but i still listen afraid of the fear fuelling chaos the confusion most definitely isolated the delusional expectations segregation to point of agony in the end there will be peace love and harmony