2 the moon & back

(Intro) This song is dedicated to the ones we lost through the journey of life... between the lines of scrimmage that divide wrong and right.. and also to the ones that are still around... but no longer down... the ones you see in ah blue moon cuz you never see em around Shout out to ma niggas 2 all the Real ones yo this one's for you... _________________________ (chorus) I wonder why u let me down 3x I'm drowning in my tears Its a goodbye for now 3x I'll be gone for a while _______________________ (Verse 1) Shout out to the ones we lost nothing hurts me mo than the feeling when u ain't around I haven't been myself for a while lon know where the fuck am I Am I Dead or am I still alive (Don't know) they all worry about me thinking I'm gon kill myself sorry I'm just really tryna feel myself crying out for help in the dark but they can't hear me l know life is a bitch and she don't play fair Sometimes I just wanna disappear like i don't exist when we talk about life and you talk about yours do you feel proud? Do you know who you are? I ain't even wanna talk about love no mo that shit hurt me severely (why?) bc that shits for the birds Okay take a sit let me tell you how I let a girl destroy me that got me to this point of depression pluz I got no nerves Shout out to damn self (hi im my mentor) im ma own inspiration dawg when I'm gone i hope my legacy still lives on i made an impact on me, myself, and i I'ma make impact on others If you got questions and need advice talk to God cuz he's the only one who listens even when u think he isn't _________________________ (chorus) I wonder why u let me down3x I'm drowning in my tears It a goodbye for now 3x I'll be gone for a while _________________________ (verse 2) Okay let's talk about family Shout out to my grandpa so glad I got the chance to meet you before this life took you but I wanna say thank you for being there for mom she told me all the shit you did I could never ask for a better grandpa Too bad I never got one of but I turned on the music I hope I'm making you proud Shout out to my dad I wanna say thank you for you being there for mom and the family thank you for all your support You're like a guardian angel I never had, I love you Dad Shout out to the family Y'all can't be left out I love you more than life itself shout out to the love of my life a little bit of smile is what I want from you my angel If I'm pushing you too hard on this then I'm sorry I just want the real you (I love you) Shout out to ma niggas the Rapstars being with you guys have been amazing remember all the shit we did together when we went skipping classes just to make it to the studio It was tough though but we made it through together (that's the love) shout out to all of y'all Okay it's been a long ride still hoping to get another ride Mom, you the reason why am here so I'm saying thank you for the things you've done I don't wanna say much Coz I'm eyes would prolly tear up everybody got a mom no one can ever repay them for the things they've done So I'm saving a big thank you to all the queens in the world, I love you Mom Life, you ain't gonna be left out on this Okay I've made so many mistakes before I don't regret it though I learn from it You promised the promise of protection but I don't feel protected why you keep rejecting me I just need acceptance Do you know how it feels to be awaken but all you wanna do is sleep cuz reality is playing hard to get So you just wanna go and live your life in a dream I left out a bunch of names that i forgot to mention cost too much to pay attention But either way shout out to those who were there for me And also to those who betrayed me ( it was worth it) When you grow old and life gets real You'll remember all these words I wrote we've come a long way and I know we gon make it out here and heal __________________________ (chorus) I wonder why u let me down3x I'm drowning in my tears It a goodbye for now 3x I'll be gone for a while __________________________