family

I never wanted to go far I had plans of moving to one spot A mansion for those in my family A place where lost seeds can escape their parents At least until they can pay rent, Than we focus on life in a tent, Cause thats what happen whenever the effort is lacking Love starts attacking, throwing verbal swords And it’s hard to comprehend why would they be clapping, love and hate overlapping your sad now your filling up luggage with the clothes less pressure on the back you call me up, your packing, your done with the chaos the big loss, the ones that don’t understand, I ain’t no beach , this leftover sand, is really just ash, thrown to the dirt like most of the trash My family turned to heathens No side could claim they were even Scale was off balance Did I all I could to break the trance What would happen if I gave you another chance Would you place me in the lava, magma, oh mama You made me happier when you didn’t bother Oh bother, Christopher got robbed again, when in Fresno my nose was too close to sniffing Gunpowder, I can’t hear you mother, please contradict your self louder, my daddy couldn’t be prouder. cold steel, nobody gave a damn, the ghost hold my hand, when I became paranoid because i don’t know, maybe because from 12-27 I was constantly harassed by police in multiple states, it was clearly cause I intimidate, But all I wanted was to live life great My enemies made me put hopes in the grate But honestly I haven’t felt good since my father’s body got spread to people who didn’t love him like I do, look now I’m a father Called unwound because I don’t share a doctor Medicine I take won’t break me, I only sip the remedy Medicine I don’t take never can detonate me Boxed in, following motivates, cause in modern society it’s wrong to want to live In places that made me feel safe and others try their best to erase your place Take a finger, new definition to pinup faces Bulldozers, flamethrowers, bottom scorers Tally up the points, duller than a butterknifes point Rounding up to zero, relevant to hip hops heros Like sure he sound doh, im sure he go hard How much of that he write Do he really got that street cred or is it something he wrote, making papers trails just don’t seem smart I go to sleep and in my dreams I can restart And we all together and you love me with a real heart Not something society expected, cause I was rejected, neglected, as a kid, You love me the least , it’s always something I sadly suspected ….geeez