youth is wasted on the young..im old now

Youth is wasted Onda young. U cud say that I'm old now. U witnessing the one under the sun no gold child. Became a cold child. Silly me I thought theyd hold down. Walking home no smile. Never did I ever get a ride when my car broke down. My fault. Silly me I thought. Even tho I'm broke you wud answer my call. I thought. I got u. U got me. I'm lost... That ain't ur ride or die if they don't know ya phone broke. And got a new number. My tone low because I been stone cold for 2 summers. U probably feel the same way and empathize. But dont temp this guy I'm tempted when my temper high. I took one step for mankind. I never meant to fly. I'm da type of guy u ask for 4 I send ya 5. Theres madness to my method. But they neva get it. Im all about progress tho they getting better wit it. But U like where the proof in that? Trust me U gone think different looking at your futures past. Laughter is contagious. But hatred cud be debated to be moving fast. Like that race when superman lose to flash.  But it ain't a Loss if use the lesson. So er day I'm in da booth undressing.  I can't run outta money I got 2 dependents.. and In the courtroom. lawyers don't help black men lose complection. So I'm like fuck it use a weapon. Rob the government for more than cheese. Bill collectors calling me. I'm probly inda matrix. Cool. I'll take a pill make it blue.