#Lovemeforwhoiam #Grow Love for me who i am forgive me for who im not im doing the best i can giving it all i got My thoughts are in overdrive something like full throttle id rather be holding your hand than holding this bottle the thoughts of you are stimulant, the more i drink the more i think, I got new ink, the date of our anniversary, ill try anything, including superstition like baseball cleats, removed an inning early, your teams scoring, I ware blisters on my heart hung on scars like art theyll be callises before the day gets dark. wake in the morning from a bird and song, its beautiful cant appreciate the tone, barley slept a wink been thinking all night long, what happened where did i go wrong, emotional tug of war, pulling our souls back and forth, you said we just driffted apart but i didnt know. you said i no longer feel your heart it has holes, thats so cold im giving you all ive got, nopthing left in the tank ive been driving all night, memorys fade in the lanes pity is one thing ill never accept id rather die a thousand deaths then to feel held by regret, or hold you hostage with my health knees on the floor, hands grasping at my chest thoughts of yesterday will surley be my death you use to get upset when id pass out on the couch, and not in the bed you wanted me there,those times are dead, I could of taken my last breath, you could care fucking less, if you woke and i wasnt home cant even get stoned, anxiety hits harder than waking up alone so i drink patrone and fall asleep to the moans. wake in a trance, with a hand lanced, in the mirror i wouldnt glance, all i see is broken glass