I was Lost

was lost but now I am found , I found me n the struggle where I broke the law for a hustle , so much weight on my shoulders ,I grew some muscles, I didn't know why life was so hard for little ole me , different cases same judge different sentence , I didn't budge , not shed a tear I had no fear in taking that trip upstate , school of hard knocks , stateville maximum security , I was feeling like tupac caus I already knew that I was going to be the penetentiary someday I just thank God I didn't get caught up for gunplay , year's I did I used my head n contemplated on my life n repented for all the pain n strife n praye that I can b accepted n forgiven by Christ I know & those who been in my shoes understand the commands is all the jewels with instructions of life rules , knowledgable spiritual tools , no time for making the same choices with the same fools , I paid my dues now the only uniform is scrubs goodbye to those blues n I'm legendary living right with peace til I'm descease , I'm smooth like grease , I'm in full speed til my toes bleed chasing heaven cause my optimism is my confidence I surpassed a lot n those I love I truly missem I wish I can share my truth through my actions n correction n the way to shake satan's ways I'm no victim time pays both ways n we all love money like ojays , I'm making major plays , reality checks daily , I have the strength n knowledge I can't fell me , there is nothing a sinner can tell me there's no way I'm a fail unless I'm the one who fail me, that Angel Tishune Marie ..that spells free , I freed myself from poverty n evolving failing system where soon as u leave off the porch u labeled a victim n dick boys plotting ready to cuff on wrist n lock u up n there system , that's how I was raised around vultures , snakes n nobody except the streets n gangs to coach me , surrounded by solid supreme dudes ,