what I'm feeling

#hiphop #Sad #Underrated today i just feel like shit i don't want to think so i numb it with this drink csuse i dont wanna feel like this i feel like im being used and im so confused i dunno what to do and my heart has bruise or two shit im feeling blue look at what you put me through now my demons are telling me what to do and the lights outta veiw and i tried to hide what i feel inside i dont feel alright i wanna get shot up in a gun fight my chest feels tight and its cold outside do you even care at all cause i cant take any more maybe im better off alone facing the unknown cause i wear the crown and your all fucking clowns why do i care when everyone leaves you in despair now lord hear my prayer now theres a story behind each tattoo it tells what ive been through fuck im gonna drink till my skin turns blue cause it's too hard to face the truth and i need a doctor for what im about to do i been knocked down now im 10ft underground i don't want to think about this cause im breaking down feeling like im being thrown around and i just wanna drown but im already burried in the ground and im not making a sound so ill smoke a pound but happiness cant be found and darkness surrounds cause im on the battleground do you even care at all cause i cant take any more maybe im better off alone facing the unknown cause i wear the crown and your all fucking clowns why do i care when everyone leaves you in despair now lord hear my prayer lifes not fair and no one cares im being used to create jealousy your treading carelessly now im driving recklessly cause this is what youve done to me youve taken the rest of me im gonna count to three and jump in the sea tie a noose on a tree get so high i fly before i die cause i wanna feel alive now i was chosen cause i cant be broken so i put my feeling in motion creatinh a potion cause fuck having emotions