Hayde_22:27

Yo I'm struggling here Fuck I'm so lost that it's queer . I swear that I'll never lose a tear . I just need to get outta here, know my minds clouded , and that's quiet enough Man I keep tellling myself to harden up Be man and stand tall and be proud of who you are , you've come so far, but then my consciousness snaps back , Like fuck how can you relax? Just to sit back , and pretend shit fucking perfect , when you whole life's shattered and your hurting , just stand up and fight . That's exactly what I need , sometimes by myself it's hard to breathe , checking beneath my sleeves To see if I did it , emotions blasting from the past . I swore I wouldn't again But man this craps got me so tied up it's funny , actually it makes me angry and sick to death of holding how I feel beneath my breathe and I can't say it cause I'm scared to step , but I'm gonna say it. My last regret.