The Struggle Within

they try to stop me but they aint in controll they wanna use me so i tell em fuck em all they dont understand that their my biggest fans but i dont give a dam if they dont understand yeah i aint trying to lose cause im just trying to win they dont wanna see me win they just wanna see me lose they dont want me to succeed in life they just want me to go down to the ground when nobody is around thats when it hits most depressing is surrounding but i guess itz time for me to be a bigger man itz like im in a dark dark place yeah the walls r closing in i said its hard to breath nd i cant even see aint nobody around to save me from drowning i aint really trying to live this way but the struggle is real yeah i know that u think everything is ok cause im just hiding behind a fake smile