dim the lights

I'm sinking too fast to be mistaken, depression slips in, I'm not resting, forget about eating, conversation about the future I'm not hearing em, Frozen in time with no regulation of the minutes, in a black room with the walls closing in yeah that's that feeling bro. fake smiles around my family and friends jump in my car the frowns come back in, like they've been waiting for me, its a Uber passenger so impatient homie, tell what's our destination 30 minutes of happiness I guess that's my limitation, if the grass is always greener on the other side they must of painted mine, regretful feelings in prisons minds, and my confidence is what i hide behind. so will you dim the lights for me just one second so i can breathe I lost myself and I'm feeling weak so will you please dim the lights for me just one second so I can breathe I lost myself and I'm feeling weak so will you dim the lights for me I know this can't be good for my health, drowning in the pool no one hears the cries for help, guess thats my cross and I bear it, suits me so I wear it, cloudy days have the crown but they won't share it, forget the sunny days I could care less, getting out of bed add it to my chore list of things that I won't get done you can call it progress, but I digress these bars are my security blankets so I hold them close to my chest. so will you dim the lights for me just one second so i can breathe I lost myself and I'm feeling weak so will you please dim the lights for me just one second so I can breathe I lost myself and I'm feeling weak so will you dim the lights for me