BARS-Mom_can_u_hear_me

Yea i know this medication helps, but I feel still empty shell. Had a taste of heavin but since u left ive been goin through nothing but hell. Yea For now this medication helps, but I feel still empty shell. Had a taste of heavin but since u left ive been goin through nothing but hell. try to focus on my grind. I keep thinking back when I had u in my life. Hit the blunt. tell myself I'll be fine. But I don't inside please mom give me a sign. tired of feeling low. so i always get high. Feels like everything breaks. I question why? Falls apart no Matter how hard I try. U say I'm strong but I think u gave the wrong guy. people keep around then put me on a shelf. devil misplaced my heart. i have nothing to sell. sacrifice myself to bring back people i failed. seems i tossed all care in the wishing well. Try to talk but no one listens oh. Destiny's calling. just gonna turn off my phone. These four walls that were prison now feels like a home. seems like I'm better off alone Is it me. I swear I'm mess. I wake up in the morning then go back to bed Finish all the liquor so I can't take my meds. everyone says im special then why i feel less. wake up in the morning then go back go bed finished all the liquor so i cant take my meds calling out your name till ny last breath. death let us chat. please i have nothing left. Yea i know this medication helps, but I feel still empty shell. Had a taste of heavin but since u left ive been goin through nothing but hell. Yea For now this medication helps, but I feel still empty shell. Had a taste of heavin but since u left ive been goin through nothing but hell.