Suicide Notes

wrote the fuckin note read it back then I trashed it suicidal thoughts in my head it's a habit went back and forth it's a mother fucking habit suicidal thoughts in my head that I can't touch people be saying that I be wasting my potential but it's too hard focus I'm too motionless I feel so week that I wrote the fuckin note read it back then I trashed it suicidal thoughts in my head it's a habit it's way to far in my head it's in so deep that I can't go to sleep cause these suicidal notes keep me up to late but it's not too late, I can still be saved cause I can't even afford to kill myself in this hell I'm yelling now that I wrote a fucking note then I read it back and I trashed it and all of these thoughts in my head is just a mother fucking habit when all of these people leave me in the darkness I know that I just so harmless cause these suicidal thoughts made me write the fuckin note then I read it back then I trashed it suicidal thoughts in my head it's just a fucking habit