must be a fuck up

back in the day had dog food in my nose in my veins poping pills I'm a was a junkie all the way didnt touch meth or crack would I took a line back in the day 5 years sober my life's got boring my baby mama left me and she ignores me of course f*** this life I can't take don't get to see my son must be in denial cuz I just want baby mama happy I know I got time but I hope I don't waste it it wore myself spiritual warfare I want the beast to come out and go back to the old me this s*** isn't cutting it I paid child support I can't believe the courts but her actions are the actions that are making it worse I can't see the truth from the lies but you can't mistake real anytime cuz I'm the real serious I don't tell lies I tell it like it is no surprise