_FREE_ Rod Wave (15:06)

and this aint just a coiple times I did this a Dozen times I could Spit a Dozen Rymes Still wont change the fact that I Cant look inside the mirror at the man whose staring back When I remember How it felt to hold your hands up to the monkey bars At first you acted scared ti fall you wasnt eve 2 foot Tall and told you hold I let you Go you just Smiled and lettem Go right inside of Daddys atms knew id never let u Fall 4 th and ten& lost it all remember how I dropprd the ball Another day inside another box Tryna ease a lil pressure Always deep in thought Swear I've learned a lot of lessons Made it through alot... They say that wisdom gained is treasure and it can't be bought If that's the case Then here lately been thinking foolish thoughts.. Feel like the pain wasn't worth the lesson that needed taught. Though not in vain, Because I fought some demons that needed fought Part of the Game Whether right or wrong Get your day in court.... But that Don't mean youll see Justice Believe you me I've been Subject Witnessed first hand the Discussion So Nonchalant Between Judges And Prosecutors while rushing To call my case and my number So they won't run into lunch as They click the locks on my cuffs Walk in the courtroom it hushes My baby mama is clutchin Jenalynnss hand Say "I love you" like i aint scared but I'm bluffin My knuckles red Cuz I'm clutching This rolly chair And my stomach Feel like I just did some scrunches Smile at my mama and cousin Then watch their heart being crushed as They gave me ten like its nothing I did the time Hold no grudges For prosecutors or Judges Public defenders or nothing I just thank god for my cousin Wasn't for him it was ugly The bible says that a brother Built for adversity trust me Always been true to each other I guess that make you my brother Habit to call you my cousin Shout out jbenny I love yo put no outsider above ya If any outsider touch us We bleed em out like some gushers Confront the mountain in front us While Looking deep for a mustard seed Trying to "ketchup" To running feet Plz excuse me I'm hungry