Dad

This is story, of why Im so mad It was a Zoo a safari, dreams that I had But I know your sorry, for making me sad But I didn't need sorrys I needed you dad I used to think you were the coolest thing, A amusing dream, a sigh of relief, cried when I had to leave , You were My dad who's supposed to guide me, Was glad when you to ride in sing with you driving, thought you were a King, not a regular human being, The one day it changed I can't say when, but you rearranged, My life now in pain from the strife you waged,Felt like you were never there, you didn't care, I could sware you were aware, We were no longer a pair, I needed someone stronger there, I was only a kid, the lonely one you slid, slowly you got rid of the things you did, your dad was bad to you, so sad thought you knew and I could understand The pain you would bring with your own hand Eyestain and streamsfalling, when I wrote this song man, calling for you broken spirit blue, but it didn't get threw, I didn't know who or have a clue what to do when life ran through and I got the screw my heart slew in part due to you, It hurts but there's no blood drew This verse we know rubs true, disperse and let loose my feelings in the booth, been dealing with mental abuse, no healing, don't want your excuse, I refuse no more boo hoo I'm through I'm saying duece This one's for dad two, Done hurt mom bad dude, Always mad and in a fued, it's sad you spewed out hate like bad food, a mistake my mom was wooed when you persued, A child so confused, who wanted a dad who he could run to if trouble was in view, Thought double the dads aught to double the love, not double the fuss, angry enough to cuss my lifes been so rough,but I survive it was tough Gods love was enough, but it's hard to trust, after they failed you so much, thier human, you repeat it to yourself baseball gloves on the shelf, Use to throw it by myself with no one else cause dad you left