I.D.M.Y.

-Jollywan remix coming soon - uh I don't miss you or what we were now I'm not there cuz I gave you the bird when I was there I gave you my world you were my girl my white pearl now you're like dirt a rip in my shirt a tear in my jeans but they still look clean inside out damn you were mean we were unstoppable we were that team if you take out all the cussing and screams locking the Door throwing the keys tears in you eyes looking at me there was some times down on my knees grabbing your hand baby don't leave. this time baby . the blame is on me. I hold the lease I gave you the keys so tell me girl why did I leave i put pictures in the box with the jeans then put letters in a crate with the tees we use to talk about birds & bees now were talking like what do we keep she said you've been like this for a week really I've been like this for a grip I walk on my toes while you stand on my hip I'm fighting nightmares for crashing the whip fighting the demands goast ride the wip staying fucked up , u no it's legit the reason I left ,u the reason u quit I give u my life u tore it to shit n its my turn I spin it up in right words keep it real , how the fight works and I'm not tryn to fuss worse but shorty this my time , this my time to grind my time to ryme why should I keep all these feelings inside deep down felt like Dien ,deep down u was running blind all of your friends was dropping dimes all of my friends was hiding by when confronted you still tried to lie grabed My bag on fly , I'm still gonna drive keeped my head up yea i struggled at times I'm still better now then when I wasting time I'm doing my best girl now that I'm gone I didn't see it then now I'm writing my wrongs that's what you want the heart from my chest Ill bondo that bish up for a bullet proof vest You're squeezing my lungs while releasing my neck like dammit baby just write me a check blade in my neck heel in my head momma said you got Medusa in bed i looked at her like my repunsel had left let's talk. that's what I needed you were not there when I felt defeated I'm talking the end when my heart was just bleeding you walked away like you didn't need me now all I hear is the lies about me telling your friends that I was the one