let me tell u a liitle about me last year i started dating a narcissist he killed all my hopes and dreams he very cruel and mean he beat me and physiologically messed with my mentality made me feel crazy made me feel ashamed he turned me into a full blown machine with no more feelings onky emptiness and a poor broken sole i lost all hope thought i would never get out thought i would die in his hands a few times getting chocked out to the floor begging for help he didnt care he said i deserved it as he smiled that creepy crook grin my pain waa his gain very high ego thought he waa all that i realzed fast that he was bad he laughed at my crys as he would then say goodbye i didnt ever want him to leave because when he did he would come back home a much worse psychotic prick accusing me blaming me making me feel metally deranged i lost my mind on the day he left i put his sorry ass finally in jail after a year of torture a year of hell i waa so proud of myself he threatened me and my family saying i better get him outta jail as i lay healing in my momas bed from him giving me to many blows to the head causing me a concurring concussion as the hospital explained to me everytime i was healing he was causing my brain more pain hitting me repetitively enjoying every sick moment of his game he played as i begged and pleaded fot my life he said he would love to watch aa he takes my life and stare into my cold dead empty eyes if i didnt speak up i wouldnt be alive...