I am autonomous with awesomeness astronomix auto pilot sysmatically cruising through the electrified friction of turbulence inside of an overcast low pressure mirage the vicinity limits of vega-lyran solar constellation star system my heart why is large for a misfit contortionist unfortunately I've an influx of unprecedented horrendously miserable mentality is in extremely Massey mindset with stressful detestables, as the crow flies from its nest hT next just like the rest of my craniums headaches, struggle to address each mesmerising moods of a traumatizingly agonising tragedys the anxiousness as the past life previous pastime meaning its me, my own worst enemy tryin to piece together a puzzlin picturesque mosaic I've been through hell managed to come back with a story to tell slightly damaged I'm not crazy just little unwell, not feelin myself lately coz I've been drastically dissecting dramatization after, infestation of negative feelings on the daily been a victim hit hard with neglect and disrespect and abstract scrutiny of insecurities continuously to the extreme decay of confidence n personal motivation n ya own esteem I've lived the life, many men alive, plenty of them hide like mice, rear stand tall against the strongest specimen do you bounce back super quicksmart n with a pumped up fist to powerpunch the living daylights outta the next poor prick whose askin for a handout or expecting gracious gifts for their cowardice, a surprise everytime for their wickedness is their wish,a flattering token of appreciation, for the evil so evident of the sinful satans a vile wretched stain of lust for doing the wrongful if optimal gains came to attain from the fame game i have tamed, now plugged up the basin sink drain, otherwise operations undertaken but still feeling the same old brain to navigate one love so be chill revealing im insane, ain't no drill ain't no more surrealistic abstract pastol to frame the easel daily feelings of a lingering inadequacy appealing for a painstaking heartache, as the main vein soon became snake bitten n inflamed