TELLING ME WAS THIS REALLY SUPPOSED TO BE MY FAITH🆗️💙

TELL ME WAS THIS REALLY SUPPOSED TO BE MY FAITH. 8 MONTHS AGO I LOST ALOT OF FAITH. ON MYSELF IM MAKING MY SYRINGE RAIN, CALL THAT BLOODRAYNE. BEEN THRU SOME MUCH PAIN, CUTS ON MY VEINS YEA CALL THAT SHARP PAIN. FOR YOUR HEART IMA STRAIGHT AIM AINT GOT TIME TO BE COMPLAINING, ON TO THE NEXT SONG, IM CREATING. MY DEMONS WANA SLEEPOVER. THEY WELCOMED THERE STAY. ANXIETY DUE TO DRUG USAGE. IDK HOW LONG I'LL LAST IF I KEEP IT UP AT THIS RATE. YEA I SPEEDBALLING IN THAT OTHER LANE. AND NO U ARE NOT WELCOMED TO MY LOVE RACE. YOU POP MY HEART SO MY LOVE FOR YOU IS IN LAST PLACE. XANNYS WITH THE NORCOS GOT ME FEELING GREAT. WHEN I USE TO LOOK IN UR EYES I WOULD FEEL AMAZED BUT NOW ION WANA BE STUCK IN UR LUSTFUL WAYS. U HAD ME STUCK IN UR LIES YEA A MAZE. BUT I HAD TO OVERLEAP YOUR DEEP DAZE, I REFUSE TO BE FASED. I WAS THE BLUNT AND YOU WERE THE LACE IN IT. U SHOT ME IN THE HEART ON UR SHOES IS MY BLOOD BLEEDING. THE WICKEDNESS IN MT POCKET STILL WANTS TO KEEP ON SEEKING. BUT MY ADDICTION I CANT FEED IT. THE HARD I USE TO BREATHE IN. USE TO PLEASE YOU FROM THE BACC, YEA I EAT IT. NOW I LOVE U FROM A FAR, OVER SEAS, IN OCTOBER MY LOVE WONT COME ALIVE FOR U IN THAT SEASON. NOW TELL ME WHATS THE REASON. ITS BEHIND U CHOSING A BLUNT AFTER MY DADS LEAVING. NOW IM LOVE BLIND. MY FEEINGS DONT SEE YA, LIKE STEVIE WONDERS. U WERE THE LIGHTING TO MY THUNDER, NOW I LEFT U WERE MY DEAD HOMIES AT 6FT UNDER. YEA SOMETIMES I WONDER HOW IT IS ON THE OTHER SIDE. NOW WHEN U FEEL THE SAME HURT, YOULL HAVE FRIGHT ON UR MIND!!