Tragic (19:28:27)

Yo, my brains missing, I had so much lean, that I went skinny dipping and stuck my dick in a submarine, oh shit I just woke up and I'm in a fucking Green machine, going down a hill at full speed, doing all this shit and I'm sixteen, fall into the concrete, it's Halloween, my heads bleeding, and all I hear is trick or treat. I then see some kids wearing a Batman suit, I'm fucking brain dead so I'm very confused, my head then gets stompted in, as everything blackins, ima a fucking addict, in this day an age it's attractive, I'm already phycotic, I'm left in the road, nobody's with me, but everything seems like it's falling, it feels chaotic, but to every else it's calming, I thought my parents were Karen's, but now i realize their the only one caring, sorry to my parents,and the real ones I neglected, I deserve this, I'm fucking worthless, my life's over close the curtain, it's to late now, when i was down I never accepted, ur advice even tho I knew it was right I just rejected, my brains infected, im sorry to my girlfriend, went from giving love and kisses to a double edge sword, just causing whirlwinds, I'll always remember you, your my everything, you did everything, I was just blinded by this fucking sickness, but even then you made so happy, and actually listened , and even now I'm still pissed off, ljust wanna get out of this miserable street, and lift off, but I can't so life I beg just put me down like a sick dog, fuck everyone, I half heartedly take back everything I said, their is a war going on inside my head and I can’t stand it, this is what happens when ur life is dependent on fucking meds, now I just wanna be fucking dead, I start banging my head hard on the road, so the internal pain will finally go, This is the end, while I take my last breathe one more hit on the road, and my life flashes while I go