gotten worse since u went silent i had to reconcile story my jungle lover down by a racially vile wanna b OG your whole family beleives in him too -- dad kinda rude , i told you i didnt feel safe calling him, his rejection very much hurt boo.. yelled -- and called me names its seems all the same -- what is the point of living if my lover lies to me, runnin game sje makes peace without me reppin with my enemy not safety sh callls it neutrality just to fuck with me -- her sister still hatim me, lost my best friend like my shit aint shit except dead ends to something that could have been -- and your fam never gave a damn -- rather silently went along with the armed racial agression like i deserved that type of treatment -- tried to serve ur family every weekend, as i would if you were my wife. every week help ur dad improve quality of life like a caucasion son he won. connection gettin strong honored his paternal but bond now opinions are like no one was fucked up offensive and hurt that your silence, i endured threat of violence instead of caring for my weakness u did me cold in front of racists Im homeless - no love from you to rescue beim with u - i assumed u loved me right cus i was the best dude then i saw you take flight ur sisters plan support her racist man ur own cuzins wondering why u dont do me right defiled my manhood so wrong. yet my spirit so strong no carr for giving me even a little dignity -- whats love if aint livin with integrity she always will b ride or die for me souls intertwined -- her bomb mind had me high spirtitually her silence 2 me is a tragedy sacraficed all our security idk shits toxic cus look -- ur fucking suing me yet im buying u jewelry silent treatment for enemy allegiance my wish is let me kiss ur face --- yet u make no sense , say u felt bad , showed bad taste yet yesterday all u do is talk back no humility silly me see how u treat me beneath you we used to b equals no respect or love like u forgot how God taught now u never call or talk someday , maybe ur love will finally shock your silence will stop the day u on the block u see enemies pull up feelin on top cus that wigga finally got shot. hatrd was not delayed by true love like the bible say real world shit when a whiteboy kid is conditioned to upset white conformity with his hip hop family ignorance killin a real wigga the same to them as killin a white trash, cracker or some aryan. until one day her greief love neglect and regret pops the crip in the head. says to her sister n shock. that wigga was my life, my white tupac.