SOMETIMES I WONDER HOW IT IS ON THA OTHA SIDE

sometimes i wonder how it is on the other side, if i die, is u gonna slide, will u ride. how u gonna get anywhere if u dont kno how to drive had to kill my past demons wit thy pipe, 18th and oakkley, lul bih im 1800 u can see the dam legacy in my eyes. . i dont wear pre scription glasses but yall outta sight, fabo with tha ruger, now thats an scary sight. 30 plus times i coulda died. look death in his eyes and said it wasnt my time. 85 days clean im on my abstinence grind. and if u need them sets hit up my line, zannys 3 for 10. let the wicked ways out my mind, now i got good zen. my lyrics our killa like lead. my addiction kept on telling me it wants to be fed. had to kick its ass like shawn and hobbs, now bread winners keep tha bread. shawty wana hit shawty wana give me head. blood on the side of my syringe, for 2 months i bled. my faith with god fled. she wana ride me like nascar bed. my addiction i had to de wed. ima go getter thats what i said i was killing myself slowly oh my, dope was the only thing that got me aroused i had no sex drive. couldn't stop using for the sake of my life i was suck in my addict ways like a mime.sometimes i wonder how it is on the other side, if i die, is u gonna slide, will u ride. how u gonna get anywhere if u dont kno how to drive had to get up out my mind had to get up out that bride with all my might, 60 days i had to struggle and fight. yea i was out there bad i was down bad on my dicc waking up dope sick. wake up in the morning with thoughts of wanting to hit a lick to support my habit. idk how many time i gotta tell ya that tha wickedness is finna seek, all hell will break loose it will cost havoc . jesus died for our sins it was tragic. i wasnt trapping i was steady boosting too support my habit. i was using everyday r.i.p blacky