So Confused

i just been so confused i dont know what to do trying to get over you trying to get over you everything this world put me through i dont know what to do im crying im so confused trying to get over you i just been so confused reminiscing bout seeing ya smile looking your eyes saying i love ya an gone hold ya down to my surprise we fell apart an went our seperate ways in an out incarceration i aint slept in days vision of you cooking naked me feeling special before i met ya you was homeless an well neglected every moment that i held ya told ya things would get better to bad our love crash an it aint last forever how could i settle for nothing hardtimes we had several just cause i couldnt buy that bezel or have you covered in leather My love you couldnt measure i put food ya mouth an took ya back in everytime i thought bout kicking you out we'd make up an make love on da couch make ya spouse what i thought about but had to think twice like you was faithful yea right wouldnt help with the bills how you expect me to live life i feel like