flying napkin

i want to die die, אין לי כח יותר די, i miss the days that i could cry, want to die. but its not gonna happen have no energy, to pray now to god what you want from me, im tired im exhausted, don't want to work but don't want to be on my bed, i want all the rules to bend, its a pain in my head i wish i would dead. but its all fantasy's im staying in the reality, broken to pieces like broken glasses. i open my eyes what i see, im tired like i didn't sleep, try to think about sheeps but all i got, is bad a lot all i want is to ask god, in second thought all i want, is to die this split second but it not gonna happen, so im gonna continue to struggle in this world like a flying napkin. so I didn't pray need to eat, im t