5 Minutes to 5 a.m.

Baby girl right now it's 5 minutes to 5:00 a.m. I'm sitting on the couch listening to the beats and the rhythm making a song for you the lyrics it comes from the heart I think a lot about you daily one night I decided to call you at about 1:33 a.m. July 18, 2022 it's a Monday late night morning we spoke for about 16 minutes and 34 seconds it was so good to hear your voice just to hear that you were smiling I could hear it in your voice just like old times you have a laugh that sounds so beautiful you have the voice of a goddess you're an angel in disguise you have a smile so mesmerizing I'm smiling right now just replaying our conversation over and over again in my mind the sound of your laugh the happiness I hear makes me very happy to know you're doing fine, making a sappy love song for the dove in my life you're the love of my life the queen in my love story a fairytale come true, can we start a new, take things day by day, keep in touch with each other, rebuild the trust that we once had, reconcile things between us build the friendship in the relationship we had, you're my home, my best friend the Harley Quinn to my Joker, the princess in distress in my fairytale I'm here to shield you from the cruel things of this world to protect your heart, can I make your heart a new show you the love I have for you haven't I been showing you I know I can be pretty obvious all I want is you in my life I know I don't have much to offer you right now, I'm working on myself, working on becoming self sufficient working on becoming financially secure and stable, I still think of the times we spent together, as I look back the good moments as well as the bad times come up, I dont want to start over with somebody new, you're the only one I want in my life intimately as my girl, my wife, can we slowly get to forever and always you're my ride or die baby, I love you so much more than words could ever explain my actions have changed you opened up my eyes, I miss having you in my arms laying in bed with you, I remember the first night with you I remember each moment as if it were yesterday I love you baby girl take my hand lets walk side by side hand in hand