letter to myself

i don't need you i don't need you carpet surfing for crumbs just to find my next hit I dont know why im always doing this fuck shit getting so bord that i start to buck and than i kick breaking something else making me look like a lunatic i look in the mirror and swear i see someone else tryin to blame anyone i can but myself i know that im the problem that is clearly seen to me but what am i to do getting rid of the problem would be getting rid of me down a lonely road that i walk alone keeping pace with the last man i used with see his face now when I'm feeling useless down in the mirror just trying to toot this but i cant do that let it all fade black be gone just like that go and than not come back down that lonely track out here chasing sacks burning bridges hoping that the sharks attack i dont need you i dont need you i remember i know you were there whenever i was alone whenever i was broken you kept me made of stone no matter where i went i knew with you i had a home youre a part of me i can feel you in my fuckin bones you're the only man i trust whats understood dont get discussed how did we survive it we was supposed to end up bust i remember that time we almost died over at timber line over amping son of a bitch always pushing every line i never regret doing anything in my past everything i did i did it to the max and when i make it big i swear to God ill bring you back but hell you know im lying im just trying to stay on track i got to get you out of my soul you aint no good for me im trying to head a new road the streets no good for me i owe you everything i am but really im a changed man i cant go back to the old me thats not part of my new plan