memories

why did you go all these memories I'm trying to let go that I heard so why did you go now it's me by myself without a f a t h e r that Spell's father now leave me alone why did you go yeah yeah yeah why did you go all this hurt I'm trying to let go all the things I heard so why did you go now it's me leave me alone yeah yeah yeah why did you go why did you dip and why did you treat like I wasn't in your life what did I do give me a clue I kept all my promises to my mother I wasn't going to speak to you and I thought you were there right father give me the gun blow out my brains now I'm on the run I give you my love as a son you took me like I was nothing now you broke me I'll do anything to change you but I can't I feel so lonely look at you closely now I'm struggling in school without my father all the choices you made and they made me realize now you wasted my time trusting you now you broke all my Trust it was about me why did you leave do I changed who I was I gave you all my Trust you did this you broke me you don't deserve me as a son now I'm scared why did you go I don't want you ever back I'm trying to let it all out I'm trying to let all my demons out where my heart falling asleep it doesn't matter because you leave why did you go all this hurt I'm trying to let go why did you go all the things I heard so why did you go now it's me leave me alone why did you go yeah yeah why did you go yeah yeah all this hurt I'm trying to let go why did you go all the things I heard so why did you go now it's me leave me alone why did you go yeah yeah