No Safety Net

Comfort myself with these pills and this bottle, So maybe this high will hold me till tomorrow. Living this life with no brakes at full throttle, Walking a rope, with no hope not to fall tho. I'm so, per-plexed, I wanna jump off the edge with no safety net. I know, I'm hexed, But it's a gift and a curse, It's not simply stress. I know, I'm so, Ment-ally fucked cause all I do is compress, And I'm so, ice cold, Cause I was left out to freeze, and wasn't no one left. Aye, I stuff my feels at the bottom, I'm sorry, But I forgot how it feels to be sorry. And I don't want you to leave cause I'm ornery, And I'm too stubborn to say when I'm sorry. And I'm sorry, I Comfort myself with these pills and this bottle, So maybe this high will hold me till tomorrow. Living this life with no brakes at full throttle, Walking a rope, with no hope not to fall tho. Alcohol is just a solution in science, So it's always diluting my problems.