life is hard

life is hard, I ain't far from the dark, I'm bored of life, like suicide set my life aside, I need some guides to live, I might need a knife to go to the afterlife I might need a nice drive to get high set aside that knife of mine, to that bridge I won't split I might just need to sit for a bit, I might have to commit, life's a bit overwhelming, I'm selling my life to the Lord Jesus Christ I'm compelling to the edge of the bridge, I might ridge from that 50 foot drop, like a sock I ain't hot I'm on the dot feels like a real spot. I must have forgot the meaning of live like who care I'm under there my body is floating to the ocean