Does it matter

It Don’t matter; It don’t matter; It doesn’t matter what I do; I always get it; I don’t get it; keep grabbing my wrist; can’t cut my wrist; scar tissue; ganglion cyst; U can’t resist; twisting up my words; twist & shout; Isley brothers; hooray; that way; don’t play; no bouquet; I’m put on a display; yesterday & today; charges underway; no delays; what a betray; I can’t even talk; talking is done 4 me; like I have a talking disorder; an interpreter or someone’s in my brain; Pinky & Tha brain; I’m going insane; not this again; against Tha grain; I still remain; I will refrain; feeling like I’m in chains; in tha back of a plane; mouth duct taped; I’m restrained; I can’t explain; can’t stand Tha rain; I need 2 start a campaign; I’m feeling like Cain; I’m getting treated like dis; who is dis? That betrayed me with a kiss; a straight dis; dismiss; I’m pissed; U gets none of this; wearing my turquoise & white adidas; praZ thesis; no sepsis; no need 4 another assessment; no 2nd guessing; medic said it; intravenous; weakness; I’m speechless; me don’t like no needles; needless 2 say; it doesn’t take a genius; 2 know everything is Not A ok; all I do is pray & obey; never stray; no need 4 long essay; IT Does matter what I do; IT matters what U do 2; whether we get it totally or not; we DO get what’s wrong & right; it takes 1 2 B strong & right their wrongs; it also takes One 2 B strong