Let You Down

what am I supposed to do right now when all I try to do is bring you up and i let you down tell me what's going on I've tried and I'm doin all you asked it proves wit all my songs do we just don't get along did I start this to old should I have started when I was real young when it was harder for me to break out my shell and not be nervous to know someone else was always in the room when I tried to get a conversation started I love you but I don't think the feelings mutual I dedicate my time and I fucking breathe for you it feels like all I do is get criticized no matter how much I bleed for you i gave you respect you gave me confidence I took everything you handed me and never gave you less it was always more than I thought you'd expect I just ask for that respect in return can't you give me that if there's anything that I've earned cuz I feel like I got my skills up to par but I'm far from reach being ignored and I'll be first to admit this shit is harder than I thought to feedin you more but it seems no matter what I do now I keep letting you down what do I gotta do to get you to listen I feel like I'm making hits but at the same time I keep missing like I was on the back of milk carton wit a short description and it's depressing like I was still suppressing my emotions before knocking on your door its a shame as you knocked back wit beats I attacked quick and still you don't know my name I guess I ain't living up to the hype enough to see fame to beat the game I'm just another sucker thinkin I'd get back 3 words as i told her I love her never pushed her and shoved her only pushed myself to impress her all I do is keep texting her over and over every night cuz i miss her now im asking her the same things as before like what am I supposed to do right now when all I try to do is bring you up and i let you down all I do is come home after a hard day of work to be alone in the basement to put in more work that I don't get paid for how does this work I'm paying you in time I thought that was only the father but I guess I was wrong he's pimping bitches out to take it from us so I see how you work make me race against the clock to make a song in a certain amount of time the time in which I don't got but I'm promised my shot so I keep AT it. teased to be the best. when it's a slow process. and I aint done with it yet i guess I'll never be done with it YUP damn....