I'm not like dat

you all just zombies walking, you all dogs in the background barking, you all show boaters, who want fronting, but I'm not like that, I'm not one'yuhhhhhhhhh no, sorry not sorry uh I ain't even tryna be one of ya, that's okay with me to the core bruh, I'm to real, to loyal, to much for one to trust, no like a balloon overfilled, bust, like when you ignite in flames n combust, like when you left.me hanging, I walked instead of catching the bus, now 16yrs later you're the one kicking the rocks, I cant even see you in my mirror from all the dust, I'll forget about you, like I'm a narcissist, when really you were the one and I had to pull the plug, but at the end of the day theres always a little bit of contemplating because, uh you all sheep acting like you got the disease, crumbling down from the core, hypocrisy, never wanted to be like you, n now all you can flee, like rats outta of a cage, but you dont know me, I'm still here like smashing pumpkins trying to figure out my next move, eh always trying to find the best route, even tho negativity is attracted to me, by the end of the day, it's just my own shadows of myself, on myself I keep casting