Locked up in this box of hatred all my screams have been outdated darkness leaves me blind and faded feel so lost and jaded so take this life I fucking hate it I will not win will not make it please wind this box to let me out cause I can't stand to be without within this world left by myself now I sit hating no one else but me now but me now hating no one else but me now weave my way through lifes basket from the cradle to the casket my car won't move I blew a gasket most of this cannot be fixed stuck in the matrix with this glitch forever buried in the mix so much I miss have to start with my kids broke their hearts failed them quick tarnished the varnish so now the waters become green and I can't even feel my knees so you don't even notice me never have I cry so hard to try to let it out I can't stand to be without within this world left by myself now I sit hating no one else but me now but me now hating no one else but me now cause all my days are torture all my days are pain all these days I'll never get back again lived too fast with eyes clasped didn't see my fall till the night I lost it all