Yeah those  who know us know  that we both show  a puppy love gone pitpull and nate the babysitter consider possible Chang ur mind You've done it multiple times I've been hurt so many times their advice should be a crime never a break - toxic family everyday Ur Loyalty feelin like it goin away If sister is with wanna b crippin and I'm the target of Them i keep saying u fam too enmeshed again Can't u see why there is no neutrality Cus u people please keep thinking standing up for me U gotta see that sister ain't thinkin safety with me No apologies or pleas to forgive This woke shit u seek is another distortion Where ur old trauma lives no one denys u qualify as woman Stands by her man. taking no bullshit and she understands How that respect is mandatory No new stories. And u concede you n me. it's pretty lame to be the focus of sister games You won't talk let alone keep a happy home last time I said we gotta stick it out U mentioned you want to date other people  Not me, so get the fuck out. Vibe like:  there will be no sequels It's harsh cus all I keep asking for is peace and healing You treat me like I have the gun Yet no one  Protects me from being hung from the ceiling  last month you were lecturing About how we would always be best friends And the month before that you were debating Masterbation or restart dating Neither, u realize it's cool  really not talk to me ever but just treat me like a tool I guess you had a memory or two of how that's cruel Thinking about all the men that just used you At least you know I don't deserve that too credit given.. u poison shoulda listened to michael Bivins its tru u got big bootie n a smile for television get clear on ur intentions that r tru n ill pretend my limitations  are not due to being hurt by you. I can then for a moment see the fuckin epidemy of Shakespearean love tragedy what is it that u need me to change? Im down to rearrange I know beneath the pain - ur heart wants 2 restart again homie wiz say "kool bro she is what she is " just admit Big bootie black chicks love this white dick this one now she is stern only with me even tho theres conflict in her family tree they all hatin a g secrets she has with me -- that used to not be now her sister is her confidant- that used to be me I keep asking for family unity  instead racial violence is treated like kill a wigga duty Now im all moody  ghost her , she whoppi and im swayze her reaction "I have a right to change my mind. & u crazy" she trife like homie bug doin life She started bugging out saying 'maybe I dont wanna b ur wife' crazy shit to put in my head, then depart she playin , right? dagger to my heart  I concede, do u have to leave?   Simp like me need safe word  females that said I had no reason to be afraid  So I stayed, stayed, stayed.  And some might say that ego is a man's demise And I do believe the ego feeds Man's eyes a lot of lies Essentially though the ego is there to keep Us alive Nature built that in US so we always had the ability to survive In this situation my ego is in full effect Because if you look back from the time I moved in to now I've never got any respect Can you frankly admit that to yourself?  maybe quietly whisper that to yourself? Ur aggressive suppression  Is building to burst On me tho Not the racist ignorant who wants me in a Hearse I keep saying baby you are having a trauma reaction Dissatisfaction,  to dismay Is the only way To describe your  Facial expression The other day Before you said I'm down with Jen n Jay Str8 walked away..  mind made 'Fuck Gabe!' A sentiment overplayed  I'm basically  Ready to be gay Even though our love be way imperfect When I look around God's universe all I see is imperfection Yet when I look around man's world I see perfect selection. U chose who rules you I It's hard to explain how I love us and what it means To other people who love us and think we're insane It's hard to really know how we are designed to grow. Life is always on the go.