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#ltp #lteamr #new #rapfame #3rdtake i hit a wall my goal to stand tall taller then this wall all in all my fall is real is heavy fall dont know y even tho i was afraid of any buildings hall when im feeling low low way to low motivation in my life to hard to keep i can teach need to be clean completely clean no morning sickness for me to teach mixing up my lunch sardines and a peach cant even swallow peach sardine i give myselfe cudos im staying alive with water and noodles hope i get lucky tonight skip watered noodles main goal tonight to survive the day dont know about the night got a long ways to the night is gone and i get to see the light again feel the heat is 98degrees already feeling cold tho in my life so alone solo no shoulder to lean on feeling hungry hoping to get the deli from the liquor store tomorrow it will be a different day hard complicated life hoping for a major change days starting to feel strange from last nights mess ones again no show my luck low low low my life a mess got to stand up dont keep falling many times i have triped on the same rock eventho many rocks to trip and i miss them all specialy near the curve no purpose on my life feling so low my happyness left behind when i was next to my woman and doughter playing yelling talking while walking on the snow the sun never came around after loosing it all now all year long im cold im getting old next to me a woman or doughter not their hand to hold my failure in life my family blames it all on me they might be right all the arguments we had not one could i win cant even make one little move then many out theire windows looking mind your business look kids breakfast u burning im on my life quest im passing the quiz not the test im starting to beleave my life is not in control is a total mess want to yell out anything that is making my life be on a slow but painful road to take